人的一生中可以有许多目标，但要判断出什么最重要。对于我来说，生命的意义在于体验，所以我的目标就是每时每刻都尽可能让自己感到快乐。

听上去非常简单，但践行起来有难度。可能是人性所致，就算生活一直顺利，没有任何使人伤心的因素，人们也无法永远保持开心快乐。或者可以说，正是因为经历了痛苦才能够感受到幸福。所以痛苦是不可能也不需要完全避免的。或许痛苦的感受也是一种珍贵的情感体验。

然而这样一来，我心目中真正的人生目标就不成立了，因为“无论当下境遇如何，总使自己感到快乐”的能力不是通过努力可以达到的。那么我能为了实现目标而做的努力其实是：找到自己所真正热爱的，并持续地践行，哪怕为此付出所有。

希望达到的境界：

“我的痛苦终有一日会随瞬息而逝的人生一同消散，唯有作品长留于世”

最后的总结：

“宏大的理想未必能够对抗虚无，微小的选择却可以。”

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There can be many goals in a person's life, but it is important to determine what is most important. For me, life is all about experiences, so my goal is to be as happy as I can in every moment in my life.

It sounds very simple, but it's hard to actually do. Perhaps it is human nature that even if life has been going well and there has not been any factors that make people sad, people cannot remain happy forever. Or it can be said that it is because of experiencing pain that one can feel happiness. So pain cannot be and also don't need to be avoided completely. Perhaps the feeling of pain is also a precious emotional experience.

But then, my true goal in life is not valid, because the ability to "always make myself happy, no matter what the situation is" is not something that can be achieved through hard work.

Then what I can do to work towards my goals is really this: find what I really love and practice it consistently, no matter what it costs me to do so.

The state of hope:

My pain will one day fade into nothing just as I reach the end of my life, but my works will endure.

Conclusion:

“Lofty ideals may provide no defense at all against nihilism，but perhaps little decisions can”